While I was emerging from the ocean during our recent
beach vacation in South Carolina, I picked up a piece of trash, a torn
plastic Dasani water bottle label that was floating on the surface. I
carried it up the beach and tossed it into my basket behind our umbrella,
and then I dropped into a chair for a nap. When I awoke, I was surprised
to see that the label was gone; a few minutes later I realized that the
label had become a flag waving atop my son’s sandcastle. It was no longer
trash. The location of the label determined what it was. Floating in the
ocean – it was trash. Wedged in a split reed and stuck in a pile of sand –
it was an ornament, a flag.
On this same trip my wife was looking for sea glass
(basically pieces of broken bottles (trash) that has been tossed around in
salt water). It changes to “sea glass” primarily because it’s found in a
new place. Still, it’s clearly not the same piece of glass that originally
entered the ocean; the ocean has changed it, too, battering it around and
such. Nothing can ever really claim to be unchanging. Pocahontas isn’t the
only one who can’t step in the same river twice; the broken bottles didn’t
only change into sea glass; their “river” continued to change when my wife
later made the sea glass into jewelry. The wisdom of Disney is inspiring.
Everything changes location all the time. As Alfred North
Whitehead wrote, “where does [a] chair end and the rest of things begin?
Which atom belongs to the chair, and which atom belongs to surrounding
space? The chair is perpetually gaining and losing atoms. It is not
exactly differentiated from its surroundings, nor is it exactly
self-identical as time slips by.” The chair (and every other physical
object) is part of a micro-river of atoms that is constantly changing
location on a very small scale.
My life is filled with macro-examples of trash that became
something else because of a change in location. Most recently, I
discovered a perfectly good piece of art in the trash, a framed picture of
Jimi Hendrix; I moved it to our gift closet where it is now called a 2007
Christmas present for my brother-in-law. I’ve observed the reverse
location/identity change, where “true” trash (e.g., broken ceramic tiles
or scrap metal) has been relocated to a studio where it is glued, welded,
or otherwise combined to create art. I think that some of
this is even visible over our northbound 315 guardrail, and I know that I
used to observe this happening in the back yard of the artist next door.
Our physical relationship to objects makes a difference.
Where an object is determines what it is. When
a Palmetto Ale bottle contains beer in the refrigerator, or in my hand, it
is a beverage container. When it’s empty, and is placed in the bin for
brown glass, it’s recycling. When the recycling truck is driving on
highway 520, hits a bump and loses the bottle in the Ashley River, it’s
trash. And when it flows into the Atlantic, breaks and bounces around on
the floor of the ocean for a while, it’s sea glass. When it’s dangling
from my wife’s bracelet, it’s jewelry. Context is everything.
And as usual, this related to much more than just trash.
Everything we have and everything we use (e.g., my house, a baseball, my
cell phone, my neighbor’s Prius, the International Space Station) is made
out of stuff that we found lying around on the surface of the Earth, or
just a fingernail-scratch beneath it. Sure, we’ve modified much of it, but
it was originally just lying around in some elemental state. And context
is everything; all those things were at one time just “Earth debris”. As
they became interesting to us and we moved them into their new useful
positions, we started to call them by other names (e.g., swords,
fortifications, firewood). Some debris changes only once, while other
debris changes many times as it moves down a river of existence that is
unique each time we step into it.
Even earlier than our modification of Earth debris, we
experienced the daily location-specific identity changes of our food. When
a particular piece of fruit is on a tree or in my hand, it’s a mango. When
I eat and start to digest it, the identity of the mango blurs as the
minerals and pulp that used to be “mango” begin to incorporate into my own
body. At that point, where is the mango? What is the mango? Part of
it becomes part of me, and part of it leaves me to become part of another
life cycle. In both cases it’s the same mango-debris, but in a new
location. Just like the Dasani label and the sea-glass.
Location identity also applies to my personal behavior.
“Where I am” affects how I act, too. This was most striking for me during
my first year or two of college. As I attempted to settle into an identity
(or carve out a new identity) at school, I noticed a shift during the
rides home and back to school with my friends. I noticed myself preparing
to be with a new group, preparing to take on a new role. Today I am still
far from whole and integrated. When I am at work, I act the role of
employee. When I am with my parents on a vacation, I am a son. When I am
with my wife, I am a husband. When I take my daughter to school, I am a
father. And on it goes.
Perhaps the most surprising realization is that my body
itself is one of these changing rivers. My hair is part of me until it is
left on Michael’s salon floor, my fingernails are no longer “me” when they
end up in the wastebasket, and my skin silently flakes off, separating
from me, disintegrating, and becoming soil in the landscapes where I live,
work and play. Just like everything else, I am dirt (Earth debris), albeit
a more highly organized form. I am part of a river of dirt intersecting
with other rivers. When parts of me flaked off during our summer vacation
and fell in the sand, they even became part of a South Carolina beach.
Spending the week there was good for me; I came back a different person.